Lindsey McDonald ([info]evilhandissues) wrote,
@ 2004-08-03 22:10:00
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Current mood: crushed
Current music:Johnny Cash - Hurt

Try to kill it all away but I remember everything
Had a rough night last night. Was it last night? Not entirely sure what day it is right now.
Not like I'd have hurt the girl. Not my thing, never has been.

Nice thing about being dead, you can't drink yourself to death. Least I don't think you can. Doesn't mean I can't try. Good scotch.

Can't believe she slept with him. Just doesn't make sense. How could she do that?
Why didn't she tell me? She lied to me.

Why's he ruin every damn thing in my life? Everything.
Killed Holland. Cut off my hand. My girl.

I know I've done wrong. Doesn't mean I need it thrown back in my face all the time.
I tried to change. Got shot down.

What's the point?
They think I'm evil I might as well just go with it.
Probably hurt less that way.
Maybe.
Going to hell anyway, if they ever let me go.
Not like I can change things now, right?
Not gonna let me change. None of'em will.


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[info]2002mini
2004-08-04 04:10 pm UTC (link)
Where is she anyway? Not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but nice to look at..

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(Anonymous)
2004-08-04 04:27 pm UTC (link)
I guess she's wherever Cordy is. Presumably in the "I Came Back From (Certain) Death And All I Got Was This Lousy LiveJournal" corner.

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[info]temptingbitch
2004-08-05 02:14 am UTC (link)
For what it's worth, I didn't do it because I wanted to do it. I did it because Lorne made me. Some sort of thing where he was magically controlling the wills of others subconsciously or some such. I guaranee you that I would never sleep with Angel of my own free will.

Ew. He really isn't much to look at. Really. And he wasn't that good at it, either.

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[info]evilhandissues
2004-08-05 02:33 am UTC (link)
Should've told me.
You really should have told me.

And "Lorne made me do it" really doesn't help. At all.

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[info]temptingbitch
2004-08-05 02:49 am UTC (link)
So you could do what? Brood? Angst? Go on and on about how Angel always ruins everything for you YET AGAIN? Really, you were happier not knowing, and it was my private business. It didn't MEAN anything. It's not like it happened willingly for either of us and it's not like it's something that either Angel or I would like to dwell on.

Though, I do occasionally like to throw it out there for blackmail purposes. Which is far less effective when more people know about it.

I'm sorry I didn't tell you, but I did have my reasons. Really.

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[info]evilhandissues
2004-08-05 03:03 am UTC (link)
...fine.

You gonna start in on me about my being a whiny useless bastard now? Just what I need. Gonna get in line to kill me too? Seems to be the thing to do these days.

Just forget it.

just a dead man, doesn't matter anyway

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[info]temptingbitch
2004-08-05 03:08 am UTC (link)
What? No. I will NOT be getting in line to kill you, but if you keep this up, I might change my mind.

Okay, so yes, I slept with Angel. Big Deal. You're the one that I gave up my immortality for. I SURE as Hell wouldn't do a thing like that for Angel, of all people.

But if you want to be an ass about this, please, be my guest and be an ass about it. I won't stop you.

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[info]evilhandissues
2004-08-05 03:16 am UTC (link)
You'll just have to forgive me for thinking your sleeping with Angel, of all people, was a big deal. Hell, you sleeping with ANYONE would have been a big deal. Thought this thing was supposed to mean something. But Angel? Angel?

What am I supposed to do? Laugh it off? Tell you it's ok, it was just that wacky homicidal demon acting up again?

Just forget it. Just life fucking me over one more time.

I'm going out. Don't wait up.

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